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Huling Salita

At ngayon sa harap Ng mapang-abusong madla Papanaw ang batang Tila matagal na tumula Ng masasakit na linyang Puno ng matatalas na salita Ang dalagang minsan Dahil sa inyo'y lumuha At nagpakabuting tunay Para sa inyong tuwa

"To Some Of The Boys I've Loved Before"

Salamat sa'yo. Maraming salamat. Sa bawat tingin Na may halong pandidiri Sa bawat pag-iwas Tila may sakit na nakahahawa Sa bawat pangungutya At masasakit na salita Sa iyong mga titig Na matalas at irita Ang bawat pagngibit mo Sa tuwing magsasalita ako Salamat sa pamamahiya Sa tuwing naglalambing sayo Salamat dating minamahal Sa'yong pagiging mapanakit Sa'yong pagbalewala Sa aking pagsinta Maraming salamat Dating iniirog Dahil sa sugatang pusong ito Ako ay lubhang natuto Salamat. Sayo'y lubusang nagpapasalamat.

ULAN

Oh kay raming araw ang lumipas Oh ang bawat sandaling kumalas Na dapat sana'y sa atin pa rin Akalain mong nilipad pa ng hangin Mismong araw nang aking alamin Ang tunay kong pagtingin Na sa iyo pala'y inihain May kasama ng lamat at galit Iniwasan man ay sadyang naiipit Sumablay man minsan sa ipinipilit Suma total ay ganoon pa rin ang iginigiit Kaya't kung babalikan ko man Ikaw na naghahanap ng kasagutan Taguan man ng katotohanan Ay tiyak pa ring magkakaalaman

TAHAN

Halika sinta, lumapit ka Ipakikita ko sayo ang tunay na ligaya Wag mag-alinlangan, wag mahiya Sa mainit na yakap, babalutin ka tuwina Tahan sinta, sinta tahan Pawiin nang agad, mga luhang nasayang Hinagpis ng kahapo'y tuluyan nang bitawan Harapin na ang bukas na buo ang kalooban Aking sinta, lagi mong tandaan Ano man ang mangyari, kahit kailan Iwan ka man ng karamihan Mananatili ako sa tabi mo lamang Saktan ka man nila Dito'y iibigin ka lang talaga Isang pagmamahal na walang kapantay Sunod sa Maykapal at sadyang tunay Ayawan mo man ako at ipagtabuyan Patuloy paring ika'y aasahan Magbabakasakaling iyong lalapitan At pagmamahalan parin ang ating hahantungan Ngunit kung di man ako ang kasama mo sa dulo Mawalan man ng pag-asa ang "tayo" Tapat pa rin ako sa aking pangakong Basta't masaya ka'y masaya na rin ako. Kaya't sinta, tahan na Panahon na upang tuyuin ang mga luha Kaya't sinta, ikaw'y tumahan na Lagi lang akong

PATULAN

Patulan. Sana'y patulan Ang pusong nanahan Na sa iyo kailanman Ay hindi nagkulang. Patulan mo naman Bawat pangangailangan Nang hindi na maghabulan Di na mag bulag-bulagan Akong dating kasintahan Nawa'y hayaan Sa tanging kahilingang Pawiin ang kalungkutan Oras ako'y iyong bigyan Wag sanang pagkaitan Iyong dating tampuhan Ng sintang walang hanggan Kung ito ang kalagayan Na makamit ang kalayaan Ay hindi na lamang Aasam pa ng katiwasayan Minsan ang kaginhawahan Ay mapait na larawan Sadyang di maintindihan Ang takbo ng kapalaran Hindi ko na nasundan Ang nais na ipaalam Ang tanging punto lang Ikaw ay mapagsabihan Nang manalo ako sa hulaan Ay di na maparaanan Na ikaw pa'y pagkatiwalaan At mahalin nang walang hanggan Ako na lumaban Para sa pagmamahalan Bakit ako ang nawalan At ikaw pa ang pinanghinaan Patuloy mo mang saktan Patuloy ako sa katangahan Na kahit kunwa-kunwarian Ay muli mong papatulan.

AUTUMN

Yellow leaf, orange, and gold Now is weak, once was bold Suddenly brittle, suddenly old Unwanted and failing No more waiting No more, no mas, not anymore No more, nada , now is falling Once was patient, finally got tired Of trying to hold on, of trying to stay wired.

Reawakening

Somewhere deep inside Is a dormant love It's there, it exists Though haven't been awaken yet Sometimes it's hard To know if it's already gone Or just resting In the bosom of your heart A little touch from your lips A tiny glimpse A slight signing Can revive that sleeping feeling How can you handle A long lost love When it has been awaken From it's long term slumber? What is the assurance That the surge of emotions Is still those genuine, Legitimate feelings from the past I wish that the universe conspire To whatever my heart wishes I hope that the stars Align and grant them I hope that you come back And wake me up As well as the passion We left behind us

S • M • I • L • E • S

You'd always love To stare at my smiles You were addicted In capturing such moments Because you'd always say That that could be the last time You'd see me smile That you'd rather treasure The looks from my eyes For you wouldn't miss it for the world You would cry On my shoulders for hours Just to make me feel How much you yearn for me And you would do anything For me to stay a little more longer Back then You owned me You owned my sight As well as my smiles But why did you let The last moments of us To make you see Not my smiles But tears in my eyes Not the love you've became fond of But of endless rage and regrets How could you not sustain the love That had always made me laugh And instead replace it With worries and pain How could you accept Series of doubts In exchange of my long loving stares How could you choose To end everything And forget how you loved my smiles Time does heal Distance does make us forget Then you

Departure

Help sounds so good Concern feels so calming How could I let all of them go And let myself be forgotten You would always say That I am beautiful and loving You would always say That nobody lets go I've been thinking How could a person like you Hurt someone so beautiful Like me I've been thinking How could you let go Of someone so loving Like me Then I knew the answer It has been there All along In front of me It wasn't through my eyes That you've seen beauty But instead beyond These shoulders It's not through my heart That you've seen love But only upon The touch of my lips It's not in me That you've felt love But only within My embraces and caress You weren't there For the passion You were there For the company Then you weren't there For the company You were there For the label Then you weren't there For the label Finally you weren't there Not anymore

Haunting Memory

How can I become so weak With a tiny spark of your memory? How could reminiscing Be of so much torture? How can a simple flash Of your vague image Can bring back thousands And millions of feelings? How can a single detail Of how you were once mine Can break me Into pieces once again? How can a single person Like you Can cause the destruction Of a whole wide world? How can you The only person I attached Every single idea of living Be erased from the data in my mind? How can I be freed From the prison of loneliness? How can I be freed From your everlasting haunting?

ISANG MALAKING BIRO

Sa araw-araw na tayo'y magkasama Isang libo't isang daang pangako't salita Sa bawat pagbigkas ng labi mong matatas Ay kaakibat ang pag-usbong ng pag-asa ko pataas. Habang tumatagal ay naiipon na Ang mga sinabi mong gagawin natin tuwina. Ngunit ilan sa mga iyon ang natupad mo na? 'Sindami ng buto ngunit sa daliri'y bilang na. "Ako'y laging nand'yan" ang madalas mong sambit Ngunit bakit laging may paumanhing nakasabit? Bakit sa tuwing sinasabing handa ka nang makinig Sa atensyon mo pari'y laging may kahati? Patawad kung ngayon ako'y nanlalamig Nawala na ang dating mainit na pag-ibig Ang inakala ko kasing matamis na himig Ay isa na palang pagsintang sa luha'y tigib. Kung maaari lang na ako'y umatras Sa relasyong itong nakasisira ng lakas. Ngunit diba ito ay hindi lamang isang larong marahas Kundi isang pagmamahalang kailangan ng simpatiya at oras. Tama pa bang manatili ako rito? Masaya pa nga ba ako o guni-gun

HAPPY DEATH DAY, HONEY

No matter how you look at life, it will always be unfair.    At this point where I am already realizing my worth and starting to put myself first before other not so-important people, problems like accidents and failures suddenly pour.    Why does it have to be like this all the time? Today, I somehow think, marks my death day. Yey! Happy death day to me!   Why? Well, if you could just see the Personal Corner I made in my room this morning, you won’t agree with me. BUT, a day is way long enough to turn your whole life a 180 degrees. Aside from tolerating my lola ’s incurable insanity for a good half day, other unwanted things happened due to my great stupidity. Since early this evening, a severe acid reflux has been torturing me as a result of me forgetting that coffee doesn’t really add much wonder to my health (and overall lifestyle as well). Can you blame me? I could afford only a glass of iced coffee as a snack while I was in LB this afternoon due to the reason that I cut