They say that when you love the thing you're doing, you'll be productive on it. . .
I'm a bit confused about this one eh. Do you really love something that's why you always do it or you love the idea of doing it that makes you love it? And also, how can you say that you love something? And lastly, will love suffice in overcoming any hindrances along the way?
I am having these questions running in my mind for three days already because I really cannot finish one of the requirements in my ENG 10 (Writing of Scientific Papers) subject which is the introduction part of my topic outline. I am a girl who loves writing. Aside from having this addictive attitude of designing notebooks, I also have this habit of writing random stuff on them. I write my thoughts in a notebook I personalize myself. Not only my thoughts but also my daily devotion, prayer intentions, and a lot more. I even have a separate notebook for my "Dear You" messages (HAHAHA it's still so trending to meeee).
So I love writing. I can say that I love writing because I feel comfortable when I'm doing it. I feel excited everytime there's something to write about (well, this blog could be a strong proof, ey?). But you know what? Even if I feel so thrilled while writing here, I'm having a hard time. I am having a hard time in figuring out if my grammar usage is correct. I am afraid of committing grammatical errors. I'm also worried that my readers (if I have any, hello there, I love you, really doooo *flying kisses*) will find my entries boring and non-sense. And this is the main reason why I cannot finish the introduction part of my ENG10 topic outline. Unlike Math, Chemistry and Engineering subjects where the rules in calculations are concrete and easy to remember, English subjects have a looooot of rules and I cannot remember all of them. Yung excitement ko, napapalitan ng takot and pangamba LAGI because I cannot write in English fluently.
It doesn't matter if you love doing it that's why you love it or the other way around eh. Ang real thing na nagmamatter is enough na ba si love para magawa mo yung gusto mo? Kasi honestly, kung tagalog lang 'to, hindi ako aabutin ng mahigit 3 araw para isulat ang intro ko at 1.5 hours para isulat ang post na ito. Organizing thoughts is not difficult, what's hard is laying it out in a way where your audience can grab what you are really trying to say. It has to be written so well that when your readers come across it, they will have the same (or almost the same) interpretation as yours.
NAKUUUU IIIYAK NA AKO DITO HA! HUHUHU hindi ko na alam paano tatapusin ang ENG10 requirements ko. Okaaaaay breathe in, breathe out, Juana ❤. You can do this.
As for my confusions a while ago, well, ayun nga, I thinkit doesn't matter whether you love the action or the thing. Then, subjective ang love eh. If you say that you love this because of this, oh edi go! Basta ako, I love it when I get thrilled with it. And lastly, will love suffice? Naaaaah, I don't think so. I think this world is composed of infinite number of elements that cause overwhelming hindrances and give one-time-big-time opportunities that can alter every little thing that we do.
Alam kong isang walang ka-kwenta kwentang bagay nanaman ang pinagsasabi ko dito to the point na hindi n'yo ako maiintindihan because wala naman pala talaga akong pinopoint out. Basta, ang alam ko nalang ngayon is kapag gusto mong gawin,gagawin mo. Pero dahil sa dinami-dami ng bagay dito sa mundo na pwedeng makaapekto sa'yo bago, habang, at pagkatapos mong gawin ang mga bagay na 'yon, nawawala na yung pagkakataon na yun. I learned na "Sige! Basta gawin mo nalang! Magkamali ka kung magkakamali. At least ginawa mo. Besides, magpapatuloy ang buhay kahit ano pang mangyari ngayon."
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Bear with me, readers. ♡
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